Desiring Annihilation?
I don’t believe in annihilation, I know this isn’t an option. However, I’m concerned:
For the last few months, I’ve wanted to be annihilated. I thought I’d rather not exist than be with God; not that I’m angry with him or view him as evil, etc. but rather I’m tired of existing… I want to want him, to desire to be with him as I used to, and love the scripture and the thought of knowing him - but I’m not there.
I’m afraid this might show that I’m lost….??… What say the scriptures?
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